I guess I can officially say that I am terrified. But like every season, there’s a time to be happy and there’s a time to be on your toes. I guess God has this season for me to be on my toes in prayer. I don’t really know.
While I can’t and won’t discuss details online, I will say that everything I’ve ever believed and thought I knew is being put to the test. It’s like I’m being sifted, to see if I really do have absolute faith and reliance on my Lord and Savior or will that crumble under this test…. ? And I’m sure many others have felt at this point under much more strenuous circumstances. Under harder circumstances.
I just keep thinking of the song “Held” by Natalie Grant: